Do you ever have fun moments, hours, days, weeks, where you talk to yourself (constantly).. you don't really wanna hear it... you grab a blanket, throw it over yer head and holler "PLEASE LEAVE ME THE HECK ALONE!"
I don't. HA. I live them. I've come to the conclusion, life is really weird. Dense fog forecast for today, and that's extremely fitting for it describes me to a T of late.. Dense.. and. Foggy.
I dunno if it's a Blue Christmas... a temperature of a hunnerd and one, drippy, 'coughy', just lemme sleep, headache, achy, GRUMPY, but, by gosh I'M A PEOPLE PERSON, me, I'll be just, fine and dandy (right Dolly?)
I keep staring at the glass, it ain't... half full... it ain't... half empty. THE BASTARD LEAKS, I SWEAR!
You know, I feel like I'm onea those doggies you walk up on.... you stick your arm out to pet and in a millesecond you find yourself missing three fingers. That's me... of late.
The news .. a big time college coach... making $6 millio.n a year... news showing pics of he with his family.. he's holding the youngest (maybe 2) of his three kiddos and he throws it all away for an affair. Mental issues to boot I don't get it.
Epstein photos.. flooding in the Pacific NW.... Snow, here to Long Island.... Oh, and tomorrow's low temp is 6 degrees, I curse at the associated 'real feel temp', which means, if you should drive to Piggly Wiggly (careful, chance of freezing rain today) them shelve'sll be empty, they ain't gonna be able to helpya wipe yer hiney, fix an omelet. or get any kinda mlik, less'n it's Almond. Oh boy, Almond joy.
Other than that, peachy keen!
I jest, some.
I'm known to slap myself out of it Or, attempt to. I get stuck, an itchy itchy rash, my battery needs a jump and my boomerang won't come back.
So. I have choices. I could go to Cabo like my buddy The Big L... A six month 3 bedroom seaside condo in Mehico might helps like a buddy of mine has with his wife. Noise canceling headphones, watching PBS and only PBS (Ok, maybe a Mayberry RFD or two), eating wholesome crap might help... going to the gym and workup a sweat, I think I remember having done that in the past.
Every picture tells a story.... Every story tells a picture.... and there you'll see me sitting at the same damn computer, same bat channel, day after day, watching my belly grow from inactivity, not answering incoming phone calls, dreading incoming text messages.. Which one of the Seven Dwarfs are you Victurd? I AM NOT HAPPY. In my nutshell, I (can and sometimes do) back burner the good in life, and stress, fret, dislike (but accentuate) the negative.
"Let it go"... thanks Elsa, ain't doing it for me though. 'You put the lime in the coconut you drink it all up." I do very much love coconut, but lime burns my lips. VICTOR!!
Huh? DO SOMETHING!
Quoting Alvin, "OHHHHHHHHH KKKKKKKKKKK!"
Lemme see.. here's 7 suggestions to turn this all around. And, if you too are close to "They're coming to take me away ha ha, they're coming to take me away ho ho, to the Funny Farm where life is beautiful all the time".. mebbe we can hitchhike together eh? They were listed as fixes to post holiday blues, but blues is blues, we can use!
Talk to somebody verbally, not by texting. Someone you enjoy, care about. No complaining Instead, ask em about the best part of their holiday.. most fun moment... or, laugh about that time "You remember when we..................
Go out of the house. Take a walk Go to a dog park. Heck, even just get the mail. Don't do the auto checkout. Talk, LIVE. Park far from the store door. Enjoy what's going on inbetween your car and there.
Read something others have written. An old greeting card. An email Saved instant messages Come alive.
Get some exercise. I hate (love) when young people make great suggestion - a loved one (I was talking to them, bemoaning how crappy my house looked, and the overwhelming fact of it all) suggested "Each time you get up from your chair, do one simple chore - then it won't seem so bad after a few hours!".. Works! I might even try the gym.. except, sometimes I see perty women there. Yeah, I think I'll do the gym.
Look forward, not backward. Contemplate one thing you'd like to have happen this year. Something reachable, not daunting and then plan it to come into fruition
Start cooking. I'm allover that one. I am a penny pincher and I love going to multiple grocery stores to buy their 'loss leaders'. it's a perk for me to cook, think, "Aha, this meal presented for under two dolla!"
Slide out of the holidays If you're going to watch TV or pick another activity, pick something not remotely holiday like. Take charge of your mood and close the door to negative talk.
I wish. I wish I could tellya down never happens. I wish I had greater control on positive self thought. Honest, I think I control it fairly easily, BUT, the kettle on the stove will sometimes overheat, steam spouts out and, I think I remember hearing in the past, "Woah, another side if Victor we hadn't seen."
Sorry, mostly, kinda. I am human, hear me roar.
Beware of Blog(ger).
Love, Victurd
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